Lazy day today. Rolled out of bed at about half past 8 and went down stairs all blurry eyed and watched Bride and Prejudice. Went upstairs and stood under the shower for a bit and now I'm here, sitting at my computer...still feeliong half asleep. You know that feeling when you just wake up and you eyes want to shut and your body is all achy when you move...the feeling when you just want to pull the covers back over your head and sleep for the rest of the day...that's the feeling.
I've had a tough week...I deserve a lie in...or a chance to tell the world to go away and bury myself under the covers. Oh, but it all goes on, and so must I. Just get up and go.
This morning, while I was watching the movie there was this line that said "Tell my secrets to the listening trees." I use my wall analogy alot. I talk to my walls because sometimes they are they only ones someone can trust to listen and not tell. The line in that movie kind of goes for the same feelings. Sometimes talking to inanimate objects makes you feel better. The only problem is that sometimes you need someone...not something...to be there for you. You know what I mean. Yeah, yeah, yeah....shut up Amanda...you've said this a million times. But thanks to those of you that listen to me and let me cry on your shoulders...it means alot to me, especially now.
Anyways. It's saturday...so I'm going to go sit out on the porch and get some homework done...maybe. Haha.
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