Woe.

"Some things I'll never understand."

Why is the world the way it is?  How can there be intense suffering and still someone there to speak complete heartbreaking nonsense?  I know, questions of a rhetorical nature are rather tiresome.  I despise unintentional meanness more than anything, I think.  People who say they'll call or say they want to catch up and never do.  People who you have to make the constant effort to keep familiar.

I think maybe I'm more disappointed than angry.  I'm disappointed in people.

Of course they do great things, but right now, I'm disappointed and hurt by them.  I wonder what happens when...I don't know any more.  So many questions and answers that I probably don't want to hear.  I sound like Debbie Downer.  I don't mean to.  I know that people are capable of doing things that make me cry with joy.  Just, lately, it hasn't been happening.

I'm disappointed...that's all.

I shouldn't be.  There are much bigger problems than my personal disappointment and hurt, but this has been clouding me.  I am unclear.  I long of a clarity, I know I'll never find.

I guess that's pretty disappointing.

Woe.

Comments

[Kirsten]

Says the person who ignored my text :p

[FlyRice]

Wait...which text? Apparently I haven't been getting text messages from people since I got my new phone. I basically hate verizon.

[Luqman]

Hallo Babara, der Regen hat deinen Garten gegniert, es sieht bei dir irgenwie heller, leuchtender aus. einfach sauber* g*!Schf6n deine Rosen, Ach so ein Rosenpavillonwaere auch noch ein Traum, sieht immer wieder schoen aus.Wuensche dir einen schoenen Sonntag und eine sonnige Woche, lG Waltraud